These 4 little words can mean so much.
But when they come from the right person, they mean even more.
Today, step 1- I got the job. I am so excited for this new step. I needed this, I need this. I cannot wait to start rebuilding myself.
He was not happy.
Maybe he things I won’t need him anymore. Maybe I won’t. But isn’t wanting someone better than needing them?
Honestly, I don’t think I’ll ever be able to leave. I really do fear what would happen if I ever did.
Two friends told me today, that they were proud of me. I wish I could have hugged them. I wanted someone to hug and for them to tell me how proud they were.
He didn’t. He just said he had no reason to be happy because I was doing this for myself, and not for “us”.
Well, please wish me luck. Tomorrow is the first step on finding myself again, and I’ve never been so excited and nervous at the same time.