Honestly, the subject speaks for itself.
Sometimes I wonder what last longer, the physical pain after, or the pain from the fighting and distance if I don’t.
IDK how to even label that, the way he acts after (if I don’t have sex, or respond to his gestures for sex).
The worst part is, he is really gentle in the beginning, kissing my back, rubbing my hips. But it only last for a few second, (30 tops), and then he starts getting rough with his hand, and I just freeze up. I wish I had frozen up last night.
Again…. Easier to say nothing, than to say “no”